It seems that the last week for me has had a recurring theme, and not a positive one. That theme is sickness.
I have been fine. However, I have family and friends who are not doing so well. This illness has taken its toll on me, and I have broken down in tears. What I can I do? I can pray.
Interestingly, when I sought something from Scripture to ease my pain and call peace upon my family and friends, I did not find the lamentation that I really wanted. See, I was looking for something to which I could point and say, “See, I am not the only one who feels this way! This person also called upon God to complain about illness!”
What I expected to find was the isolation, fear, and frustration at the beginning of Psalm 6. “Be gracious to me, O Lord, for I am languishing;/ O Lord, heal me, for my bones are shaking with terror.// My soul also is struck with terror, while you, O Lord – how long?” (Psalm 6: 2-3, NRSV).
But how does the Psalmist continue? “Turn, O Lord, save my life;/ deliver me for the sake of your steadfast love.// For in death there is no remembrance of you;/ in Sheol who can give you praise?” (Ps. 6:4-5).
This isn’t about me or my friends and family who are sick. It is still about God! The psalmist wants to be saved so that his praise will not be interrupted!
That doesn’t mean that God won’t bless us. “Those who trust in the Lord are like Mount Zion,/ which cannot be moved, but abides forever.// As the mountains surround Jerusalem,/ so the Lord surrounds his people,/ from this time on and forevermore.//…// Do good, O Lord, to those who are good,/ and to those who are upright in their hearts.” (Ps. 125: 1-2, 4) That is a great promise!
I also found Psalm 97, which concludes, “The Lord loves those who hate evil;/ he guards the lives of his faithful;/ he rescues them from the hand of the wicked.// Light dawns for the righteous, and joy for the upright in heart.// Rejoice in the Lord, O you righteous,/ and give thanks to his holy name!”
We are to rejoice in the Lord because he has promised us great things, even if we can’t see those things today. Or even tomorrow. Or even if we can’t understand what we do see. The Lord will keep his promises of blessing.
Our job is to praise and rejoice in His love, and trust Him to act in His way and His time.
Praise be to God!